Why am i doing this?

First of all praised to Allah for giving me the strength to go back to the trail. I thought that Im the only one felt very hard dis semester. But there are other too. Now Im in the library do my assignment one by one..Hmmm..

Actually we can do it all in a day..we need time..even the time is one of the constraint for us..Before this even single assignment i can't do it.. Each of the class has assignment including project..Project is very hard..need the expertise in programming..I don't say that I can't do that...But again the time is constraint..This semester is the short semester..we have to finish it within 4 month..So when Im thinking about assignments and the dateline..I felt really stress..Until I have to go home...Family is my strength..My mother, my auntie, grandma n wani n not forget my cats were really can take out my stress away..have a great time wif them for only just few day give me some strength..Not forgoten my fren hunny and my sister kakak..Even she is far away from me...love u kakak..

Today I have one phone call from my friend..she also has some problem to share wif me..After a long talk and some suggestion i guest she can handle it very well..Meaning that not only I was stress this sem..

Even when I read some blog...there a few blog shows the same...(student blog)...Meaning that every one have the problem but how we handle it is the questions..Everyone has their own way to handle it..With supporter from my family and fren also the strength from Allah...I hope that I can handle it very well...

i love to read from one blog that suggest on the way we handle the problem..Based on the writing, one of the hadith stated that:

"Allah tak akan mensia-siakan kesabaran hamba-hambaNya"

From that I realised that..each of difficulty that we have to face has some of benefit behind it..It helps to develop the strength inside us...Only Allah knows what is the best for us..And who is the suitable person to handle it very well...But...certain time we forget...because we just thinking about our problem...not how to handle it..

So..if you have problem...Find the way..And Find Allah too..Only Allah knows what is the best for us..

Makhluk

Manusia
Tanpa akal
bukan manusia
Tanpa fikiran
bukan manusia
Tanpa pedoman
bukan manusia
Tanpa iman
bukan manusia

Tapi
Hanyalah makhluk
Yang lupa
Asal kejadian
Hidup di dunia
Yang sementara
Sebelum ajal
Menjemput kita

Manusia

Lama aku tidak menulis di dalam blog..sibuk..ya..memang sibuk...banyak tugasan yang aku perlu siapkan..hidup di u memang begitu..penuh dengan tugasan yang perlu disiapkan.....Namun aku cuba juga gagahi menyiapkan beberapa tugasan meskipun aku tahu ada tugasan yang telah melewati tarikhnya..aku pening...pening memikirkan dan takut kalau-kalau tugasan ku xditerima..

Dalam pada itu...aku selalu mengikuti satu blog yang memang menarik untuk dibaca...blog seorang anak muda...anak muda yang sangat cintakan agamanya..susunan ayat dan luahan hatinya membuat ku sedar bertapa tingginya cintanya pada illahi..

Sedangkan seperti yang kita tahu...ramainya manusia hari ini semakin lama...semakin lupa..mereka andaikan diri mereka terlalu baik..bagus..sehingga kan kekadang mereka terlupa menilai diri mereka sendiri..Kadang-kadang aku menjadi bosan dikelilingi oleh orang yang sebegini...hanya dunia..harta dan kemewahan menjadi intipati dan objektif hidup mereka...tidakkah mereka sedar siapa mereka...tidakkah mereka malu dengan yang maha pencipta..

Aku tidak mengatakan kekayaan itu tidak wajar..sama sekali tidak..tetapi bagaimana mengawal hati dari sifat-sifat riak yang menghancurkan diri sendiri..

Bosan..memang bosan..hidup dikalangan mereka
Namun hidup perlu diteruskan jua.....

Need my own time

Life so hard today, I have a group presentation for my research class. Our group is the first group..Yesterday also my hard day..My car broke down..Very hard to go anyway..Im so exhausted..Even when to eat u have to find friend...That time u only know how important is your car..again..very hard to go to anyway..Thank god...one of my fren help me...Actually he is my classmate..He asked his fren to send my car to the mechanic..So last nite I went to get my car...I have to pay for about RM120. ..

So today..I don't feel very good..Try to be happy but it don't work...Try to share wif my fren...but also don't work..

Whatever it is, I need my own time...

7 petanda kebahagiaan dunia

Source: bawang goreng.blogspot

Dari Ibnu Abbas ra, ada 7 petanda kebahagiaan dunia, iaitu :

1. Qalbun syakirun atau hati yang selalu bersyukur



2. Al azwaju shalihah, iaitu pasangan hidup yang soleh



3. Al auladun abrar, iaitu anak yang soleh



4. Albiatu sholihah, iaitu lingkungan yang kondusif untuk iman kita



5. Al malul halal, atau harta yang halal



6. Tafakur fi dien, atau semangat untuk memahami agama



7. Umur yang barakah - ertinya umur yang semakin tua semakin soleh, yang setiap detiknya diisi dengan amal ibadah.

Motivation Quote

Ability is what you’re capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do.

Attitude determines how well you do it."

Lou Holtz

Adek Uti

Wani gave me some paper... It was from my cousin..Puteri..She only 7 years old..cute..anak paksu..Actually paksu accidents last month..my mother went there to see him..My mother said paksu look thin coz have to eat only rice wif ikan haruan jer...

Nie kaki paksu kena bubuh besi..moga paksu cepat sembuh..

So on Sunday...I called wani...And she was doing the homework with wani...Then I asked wani to give the call to her...we talked for a while...She told me that she was doing the homework..And very surprising that she asked wani to give it to me..I opened the paper..very impressing..and very creative...Thank Uti..And dis is the paper..

Adek Puteri artwork

Hot

I tried to write..But today Im almost blank....Why?.Coz Im not feeling good..Why?.. Coz today was so hot...Starting from the morning Im doing the distributed assignment..I have to submit on Friday..But Im doing it today coz there a lot of assignmnent that I have to handle..I don't know what happen to me this semester...A lot of assignment...and Im so tired..I pray to Allah..

Hopefully I can handle it very well..I was in my room all day..Just stop for a while to pray and playing wif my cat..While playing wif my cat..I snap a few photos of them...I love tehm very well..They like a theraphy for me when Im tension..Thank to Allah coz my mum, maktok, maktih, my kakak and my sweet sister/cousin wani also love the cats very well..

ubis yang menawan kalbu

Chik it nakal yang main sembunyi-sembunyi

My luv baby yang cute..Muahh..

Everyday my mum give them breakfast before wani goes to school..Actually, one of the cat that always wake up early is bb twinkle...When we are praying subuh..She will call us everyday from the roof..The sound is so sweet...Wawu..wawu..So we change her name to Wawu for a certain-certain time..

After finished doing my assignment. I prepared myseft to go back to my hostel..After a long journey..my car was broke down..I don't know why.So I have to left it at my u..Then going back to my hometown wif my mum and maktok

Sian maktok..maybe she hungry..So I decided to buy some meal.. I treat them a dinner...We went to Thai Restaurant..and the food...based on what maktok wants..Love u maktok..

Then we go home...

Selamat Beramal

DAHULUKAN KEPENTINGAN ALLAH DIINGATKAN SEMULA SUPAYA TAK LUPA….

Ayat2 Al Quran Yang Boleh Diamalkan :

1. Untuk elak suami/isteri dan anak2 bergaduh : Surah Al Baqarah - Ayat 102

2. Anak2 pandai belajar : Surah Al Anbiyaa'- Ayat 79

3. Anak2 lembut hati/ elak panas baran : Surah Al Anbiyaa - Ayat 69 dan Surah Al Hasyr - Ayat 22-24

4. Anak2 malas sekolah : Surah Toha ayat 1-5

5. Ayat pendinding : Ayat akhir surah At Taubah

6. Bagi anak2 yg suka keluar malam : Surah Ar Ruum Ayat 31. Baca 33x

7. Untuk jadi pendinding rumah : Surah Al Baqarah dibaca & tiup pada air dan spray keliling rumah

On the way back....

After finish eating, we were going back to the Zoo, because Hunny already promise to her children, (She is a very good mama, even she is very busy everyday) but the day was still raining....Aina was very disappointed because the day still raining until she fall asleep. :) The same goes to Adek Is. But we already promise we will go there for the next time.

Sian...ngantuk erk...muka frust xleh g zoo..hehe

Dek Is pun same

Going Out wif Hunny, Dek Is and Aina

Hye....Long time I didn't write in this blog..Actually today is Maulidur Rasul..(Selawat dan salam keatas nabi Muhammad s.a.w). My fren Hunny not working today..We were hanging out together wif her children. The daugther is Aina. And her son is Adek Is. We planned to go to Mini Zoo in Jitra..But becoz of the day is raining..We went to eat..

yum...yum..chicken bbq

Aina yang ayu and Adek Is yang comey

Matahari

Tertutup sudah pintu ..

pintu hatiku

Yang pernah dibuka waktu

hanya untukmu

Kini kau pergi

dari hidupku

Kuharus relakanmu

walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi

didalam hati

Sejenak luluh bergening

menjauh pergi

Tak ada lagi cahaya suci

Semua nada beranjak

aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku

suara tangisanku

Kubersedih kerna panah

cinta menusuk jantungku

Ucapkan matahariku

puisi tentang hidupku

Tentangku yang tak mampu

menaklukan waktu

Berjuta warna pelangi

didalam hati

Sejenak luluh bergening

menjauh pergi

Tak ada lagi cahaya suci

Semua nada beranjak

aku terdiam sepi

Nite in Library

I was in Library last nite wif my best fren Hunny..We doing our assignment that will be submited on Sunday..It was Data Mining assignment actually..Then I saw Azeez..He looked very disappointed..Then we asked him..What the prob..And then he told the story..He just frustrated becoz one man that always bully him..Both of us gave some advises, and after that he seem to be ok..After a while one of our classmates, Taha and Ali came over us..We discussed about the Data Mining subject..What to do..What the Dr. want the assignment to be..How to do the assignment and some advises..Anyway thru the discussion we already know what should we do actually...Thanx for their advised....

Shocked again

Last nite, I slept at my fren room..Today when she send me to the collage..I found my door car was opened..Who was opened my car..Then I checked everything in my car..But there no missing item..But..when I tried to start the car and touch the gear..I found some oil in the gear..Uhhh...Misteri Nusantara again..

Misteri Nusantara

Last Sunday night, before I have a dream...bad dream..so strange..And then I woke up at 4.30. I felt like someone looking at me..But then I heard someone outside my room..The sound was so clear..Just like someone try to arrange our shoes outside my room..I was scared..just closed my eyes and continue to read Ayat Kursi...until I felt asleep..Tomorrow when I wake up, my roomate ask me what happen that night..I told the story..At then when I opened the door, I was shocked because our shoes have been arranged..I asked my roomate and she said that she didn't arranged the shoes..so..who actually arranged the shoes..Is is the human or..?

Discussion wif Azeez

Azeez control hensem

Today I have the discussion wif Azzez, He is one of my groupmate in my distributed system class. He is from Ethopia. We discuss about group assignment that will submit on 10 Mac 2009. The question that we have to answer is to find the advantages and disadvantages of applying MOM and RPC in Microsoft Outlook and Microsoft Exchange. He is a very good man..So hardworking but certain time difficult to understand.But to do assignment with a hardworking man will motivate us to do the best..Anyway Azeez..Nice to meet u..

Data Mining Class

In data mining class

Today is class again..right now Im in data mining class, I have no research class today..Prof Fazillah teach new topic today...It is about logistic regression..My god..It much harder than MLR..Then, she ask us to review her note..

Gabra seketika...And she is at my back..And I am reading the wrong note...How ashamed Im. She said that where is the note...and she take the real note that should review...Hehehe.....Then wif muka tebal Im doing the hypothesis..Actually she is the very good lecturer.

She provide all the note and teach us step by step the way to do the statistic using the MLR and Logistic..And I really love her...She is like my mother..Full of love..I love the class even though the subject is more to intelligent and statistical thing.

But today..it seem hard..but I must do it...

Chaiyok