Stress la lagi

Isk..isk..apa la nak jadi semester depan, banyaknya subjek baru yang nak kena ajar, dah la bilangan student semakin bertambah, mana lagi peluang nak belajar, susah, susah, kawen jer dok umah, boleh..haha..

Geram tul ngan sorang pihak atasan nih, jadual elok-elok nak gak diedit-edit...tidak ni dah ok dah jadual, at least ada la masa nak stadi ke nak buat research ke, nih xdak, masa sangat pack...isk..isk..

Whatsoever la, malas nak layan, malas nak kisah,

ada saya kesah...

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Stress

Keja apa yang xstress, semua kerja stress, belajar pun stress, boleh dikatakan stress melibatkan pelbagai perkara..Cuma cara menangani nya berlainan, bergantung kepada situasi.

Banyaknya keja

Erm...makin hari makin sibuk, dulu sentiasa sibuk dengan assignment, tapi bila dah bekerja sibuk dengan lambakkan tugas setiap minggu...kalau nak diikutkan, keja memang tak penah nak habis..hmm..Esok kelas lagi dari kul 8 sampailah ke petang..Ditambah pula dengan tanggungjawab sebagai koordinator untuk satu subjek...setiap minggu dikehendaki menyediakan bahan untuk setiap pengajar sebelum memulakan pengajaran..Dan malam ini sibuk menyiapkan course outline untuk course tersebit..aish...banyaknya tugas, mix sem exam lum buat lagi, mana lagi journal nak baca...isk...isk..kuatkan semangat..Saya BOLEH!!

Penilaian

Setiap manusia tidak terlepas dari menilai seseorang mengikut tanggapannya sendiri.. Bagi saya sesuatu penilaian tanpa usul periksa yang hanya bergantung kepada tanggapan merupakan sesuatu yang tidak wajar..Mengapa mesti kita menilai seseorang itu sebagai seseorang yang kita tidak senangi sedangkan individu tersebut tidak mempunyai perkaitan atau salah ataupun dosa dengan kita..Sebagai contoh kita tidak perlu menilai sesebuah blog itu tidak baik kerana isi kandungannya yang hanya memaparkan kehidupan peribadi sedangkan blog yang mempunyai isu semasa, isu agama itu lebih baik...Setiap orang mempunyai sebab sendiri untuk menyediakan isi kandungan dalam blognya..Tanpa isu agama bukan bermaksud seseorang itu tidak berdakwah, tetapi mungkin terdapat sebab lain isu itu tidak dibincangkan...Ini kerana setiap orang mempunyai sebab sendiri dan adalah tidak wajar untuk menghukum atau menilai hanya kerana kandungan...Apa yang penting..Jangan cari dosa dengan orang..

Why am i doing this?

First of all praised to Allah for giving me the strength to go back to the trail. I thought that Im the only one felt very hard dis semester. But there are other too. Now Im in the library do my assignment one by one..Hmmm..

Actually we can do it all in a day..we need time..even the time is one of the constraint for us..Before this even single assignment i can't do it.. Each of the class has assignment including project..Project is very hard..need the expertise in programming..I don't say that I can't do that...But again the time is constraint..This semester is the short semester..we have to finish it within 4 month..So when Im thinking about assignments and the dateline..I felt really stress..Until I have to go home...Family is my strength..My mother, my auntie, grandma n wani n not forget my cats were really can take out my stress away..have a great time wif them for only just few day give me some strength..Not forgoten my fren hunny and my sister kakak..Even she is far away from me...love u kakak..

Today I have one phone call from my friend..she also has some problem to share wif me..After a long talk and some suggestion i guest she can handle it very well..Meaning that not only I was stress this sem..

Even when I read some blog...there a few blog shows the same...(student blog)...Meaning that every one have the problem but how we handle it is the questions..Everyone has their own way to handle it..With supporter from my family and fren also the strength from Allah...I hope that I can handle it very well...

i love to read from one blog that suggest on the way we handle the problem..Based on the writing, one of the hadith stated that:

"Allah tak akan mensia-siakan kesabaran hamba-hambaNya"

From that I realised that..each of difficulty that we have to face has some of benefit behind it..It helps to develop the strength inside us...Only Allah knows what is the best for us..And who is the suitable person to handle it very well...But...certain time we forget...because we just thinking about our problem...not how to handle it..

So..if you have problem...Find the way..And Find Allah too..Only Allah knows what is the best for us..

Need my own time

Life so hard today, I have a group presentation for my research class. Our group is the first group..Yesterday also my hard day..My car broke down..Very hard to go anyway..Im so exhausted..Even when to eat u have to find friend...That time u only know how important is your car..again..very hard to go to anyway..Thank god...one of my fren help me...Actually he is my classmate..He asked his fren to send my car to the mechanic..So last nite I went to get my car...I have to pay for about RM120. ..

So today..I don't feel very good..Try to be happy but it don't work...Try to share wif my fren...but also don't work..

Whatever it is, I need my own time...